Well, as many people know I have permanently quit Rappelz and I am likely never to return. The Drama and stupidity, which happened in-game which involved myself and my guild WildSeven, has killed off all my motivation and likeness in that game.

So I decided to go back to SL once again. (SecondLife)

I first joined SL back in 2005, but my computer at the time was always tripping out making any sort of simulation or game impossible to run, a year later I got a laptop where I was able to rejoin and finally have some fun. But I was very busy and had to leave for a few months, when I got back my account was banned because I had not been around to pay any of the monthly land fee's and what not. So around that time I went to play Rappelz (October 2006), but didn't really have anyone to play with, or have any idea what to do at that matter, I gave it a few months then just left, and went back to SL (AGAIN) and made a new account, which was also banned, but because of some incident I was involved with.

I had gotten kinda pissed off at something, can't remember what, and decided to grief Sandboxes in the Mainland... Never have I done that since. That was a one off.

So for the last time I made the account I use to day. These days I just build, script & hang out with friends when I am bored.
Before, I used to go out to clubs and parties, but, that part of me has died, because I cannot go to any place that is full of strangers, I'm just too uncomfortable in those places. So I only ever hang out at places I feel comfortable at; Plum, Lime, Sage, Saint Clair (My Store's location), Mature Sandbox, and whatever sim my friend General Yiyuan's developed.

Lately I've been having a lot of problems in SL, mainly revolving around the drama and problems keep placing on my shoulders. I can't really deal with other peoples problems very well because I have a ton of my own let alone have extra weight added to it.
Though, I do tend to deal with my most trusted & close friend's problems, as they deal with mine.
But if someone goes around saying crap like "My boyfriend left me, nobody loves me! I'm useless, I've got the worst life ever", I'll have to really keep what I want to say locked away, because I just want to scream at them "WE'VE BEEN THERE, AND YOUR LIFE IS NOT THE WORST, YOUR LIFE IS LUXURY COMPARED TO OTHER PEOPLE'S!" And whatever else.
It may just be me that's used to being screwed over in love so many times, but I really hate it when people bring Love-problems into virtual reality, unless they are a couple inside the game, or if their problem is getting to see each other.

For me, I can only do Online dating since I am too afraid to do it Offline. Plus I don't like many people where I live, I just don't fit in, since I'm far different from many people here. So I understand Online-Relationship problems, and can help people with them, but when it comes to Offline-Relationship problems, I just can't stay around because I've been through that crap too many times let alone having reminders of it.

Anyway, I've probably bored you, whoever you are, reading this, so I'll shut up now.

So yeah, I've basically just left Rappelz to go back to SL.

Oh, "Jayvell Villota" is my new Acc, so I hope to speak or see yous whenever.

Ta-Ta!